Grassland Futures, Desert Dreams

    grassland futures,      what dreams

    subtend the sun’s persistent transmissions
    buried arterial forms accelerate with our desires
    draw heat and—

    have you ever confronted a prairie? 
    how do you confront a prairie
    consistently—
    its expanse pours into me, 
    a cup of day now filled to its brim—

    I felt my smallness 
    the magnitude of human interventions into this land—
    how our thirst and will delved far beneath this loose windblown soil 
    to rewrite the nesting future forms 
    —what may emerge

    ((rise
    (or slowly expose

    grasses speak constantly into the sky—
    quaking with the slightest tremors in the wind,
    gathering            murmuring terrestrial narration

    persistent choral witness

    ((no throats but hairs        

                      a western meadowlark, infrequently
    the vague far field 

                       (has your standpoint changed

    horizonal insight—                
    the  supine mountain line
    whirs with the tinny punctuations of peaks

    strata // detritus
    data \\ debris

    what do you know about lateral motion
    attain an altruistic orientation
    level yourself with gravities’ recollection 

    its bleached solace
    this body without names
    licked at by coursing clouds
    how it generously scatters 
    a solar gaze



    grasslands, no wilds

    agitation then day—  
    gray umber the sky, and bleached 

                as bones
                as the body in continual farewell
                 a reprisal

    so turn and admit again
    each gesture an admission of how eons elapse
    indifferent of our 
    attention

    in spring time no difference—
    ((utter vastness with your spine
    the human integer speaks likewise—periodically,
    with antecedents

    life anywhere and across such plains is— move

    in blonde light
    in rushes
    in no breeze
    in its churn
    announce a human empathy

    ((all we want is to address the day

    mother distance // father light
    are we now unified here
    in our efforts
    to speak with,
    to not comprehend

    to build is to mount intentions

    I gather the daylight
    its grassvoice in paper knots and folds

    can you hold true to
    a seemingly infinite span

    civilizational,
    uttered into the land
    with remnants

    do all beginnings climb upwards
    individually
    gathered together in a swarm
    transforming even the sky’s reach
    into a blank arrow
    a cry


    “tenderly will I use you curling grass”

    while grieving—a return           
              a way to call a name—
          our names     back into us

    the farthest field became most familiar
    a time of day     ((vibrating

    to perceive all in one even span
    red winged blackbirds melodically summon the sky 
    a gleam—                  

    an exposed winter, bleached
      “”””””
    ((root // bone))

    myriad eras of witness housed in each 
    stuttering hair

    when I peered as closely as I could
    aided by well-designed instruments
    a cacophony of 
    saturated    complex figures
    swarmed into view

                      ((the present chorus (may perform quietly

    all of summer may appear
    instantly

    (((

    I asked for nothing
    my small mouth closed
    I saw the fullness of one part
    of your seasonal story

    may I kneel
    may I furtively reach out
    countless languages and songs—
    some ours,
    and with millennia of effort—
    I do not believe we can ever appease this longing


    oh to lay my exhausted body 
    into that pale breathing pelt 
    buried in every quiet dawn anew 


    apologetically and unapologetically

    debris of

                      musket shot
    abandoned snack bags
                      tin cans and aluminum cans
                      the stray hairs from fleeing children
                      matches: unlit, lit, failed
                      the burnt ends of all
                      soiled blankets
                      string
                      bits and shreds of tobacco
                      seed husks

    barked at by prairie dogs
         alert and lounging in the cold springtime sun
                                        sleek backs and rounded legs
    erratically yet incessant

                      “sprouting alike in broad zones and narrow”

    may this golden page persist, make material
    capturing the endless solar transcription
    our brightest intelligence
    speaks speed | consumption | fury
    sprints from calamity harkens expansion
    breathing chasms into all

    in the black mote, the slenderest pollen and grain
    the future’s vertical harmonies will rise
    for grass we say “blade” yet what if it were recast
    revised as “song”

              the lie is we are alone, held separate
              indifference is the faulty illusion

    a radiant firmament conjured into the pale call of these 
    thin trembling fronds


    and here, I offer my prayer

    may the sands that lay untouched deep within us
    filtering and refining our encounters with all
    may these sands return us into
    the hands of our primary mother
    held against the backs of our humiliated heads
    soothing the stark spires of our narrow spines
    warm maternal pelvis, earthy and complete
    into which we curl again
         secretive to ourselves
         but recognizable to any and all

    here in the eon’s accretions loosened then collected
    a myriad sequence of overheard phrases and words
    may we start otherwise, anew
    in the earth’s forgiving kiln
    arise with gleaming eyes eager to seek
    our farthest familiar relations in the vast fields of this knowing
    and upon first sight cry ringing glowing circlets of welcome
    how our arms have ached to cradle you
    my lost gray eyed daughter
    my solemn shining son
    my child mine
    our future our radiance
    our figure our all